I dont have the foudnation of security for the future cause we never really talked about getting married.
I know his priorities are his family and supporting them and getting out of debt so he can start a new life here. I know marriage isn't even on the plate right now but there is definitely pressure coming from his Month overseas.
But there is also pressure to send them money every month. we all know love does crazy things and i want to be with this guy but I have to put up with knowing marriage isn't coming anytime soon and he is supporting his family and isn't ready to support me.
But I do want someone and I feel like I've messed it up because of my demands and that he has because of his family.Do I get out - because i'm not in his plans right now I wont be down the road?I have barelly seen him in two weeks and on the weekend we had a fight about it and we are taking a break. Is he really fasting from me because of sex before marriage and his family disapproves?A perfect relationship turned into a deadly break for now.I dont want to waste 6 years down the road and him finally say "you're not the one".well, over a drunked call to him last weekend we made the break official but no discussion since about how long.
i'll wait til the end of ramadan (sept 20) to discuss things.I moved in to his home and all the ex flings were GONE!It has been true love and I was his first serious relationship in almost 3-4 years!But as of late, he started getting in touch with his religion. He promptly asked me to go home for a month because we weren't married and its been hard to see me walk around the house without getting excited.He realized he wanted to fast for Ramadan and take it seriously and I was definiately supporting him. At first I was offended but then I accepted and went home to my mom's to give him space.i demand just a little bit more respect and appreaciation.